001... "me in childhood"

   It actually starts when a baby girl was born last January 29, 1991 in a public hospital. Her mother and her father  were very happy that they named their baby by the combination of their names, Chloe. They took care of her and taught her everything.

   I think it feels great if you could take a shortcut of reading my past... I made a poem of it... here it is...

Childhood

When I was a child,

I am a slow learner and wild.

I used to hate writing...

and most especially, listening.

I got best ever teachers....

My sister and my father

They were both nice and good

when they were in the mood....

They used to be strict

They hate playing with tricks

I have no excuses

They made me cryin' in tears

I find it hard anyway

Success is in my way......

An accident changed me

never been so behave and love to study

i never been so mature

Definitely, not in my nature.

"that's what my childhood was all about

It's how a thing changed everything.

I'm happy to be Me!"

    Honestly, its hard to be me. I remember being slapped with a brown leather belt of my dad because of being so slow learner. I remember hiding my bruises on my feet and on my ass. I can say I'm fortunate if they don't swell. For a long time, thank God I survived and now if I remember it, I just laugh... but I hate it. I took it as a lesson... I never hate my dad for that. Actually, I'm thankful for him because without it, I can never be myself today... When he started being an OFW, I feel the freedom but I realized its hard without him. I missed him a lot everyday.

000... "Me..."

   Everybody lie. Its part of being a human. Of course, we know when or where to lie. Its a matter of choosing. There are times in our lives that we think it's better to lie than to tell the truth. Its honestly because the Truth really hurts a lot. It really broke our hearts into pieces... We're not brave enough to tell them...

  I lie a lot... to my friends, to my family and to everybody who think they know me... I know what's wrong and whats right, still I chose to lie. It's because I'm always been afraid to anyone or anything, even though I'm not sure of it... 

  "I am sorry if I lied to you..." is all I can say... Now, I'm trying not to be afraid, to have courage. To stand up and tell truth always... I'm not promising but I'm trying to keep my word...

  The story I'm about to tell you reflects myself. Most of them were really the happen in life and some were not. You are free to judge me, discriminate me, or tell me what's in your head... It would be a great pleasure...

My Friends...(from the left: Norielyn, Kaye, April, Jasmine, Ailyn and Cindy)

  This is like a journal. I hope you enjoy reading it. Before I forget, I am really not in the picture because I am the one who took it. lol.
  next will be the beginning of the story...

I am the Lady hiding in the Dark Shadow.
(n_n)